The waxing moon building to full this weekend is reflective of the building energy in life from the last two weeks peaking which is producing tension in personal relationships as well and showing where life might be currently out of balance. We might feel the stress and tension for change so the stress goes away and yet there is going to be major resistance to that change as a Fixed T-square is in place pulling us in a few different directions and intensifying this full moon. If you were born between February 1 - Feb 4 then this full moon will be extra powerful for you or if you have any personal planets around 13 degrees Aquarius in your birth chart or progressed chart. Still though, this full moon will be powerful for all of us helping us understand all situations we face right now and what keeps us stuck in lack of abundance and emotional fulfillment.
As the moon enters Scorpio this weekend opposing the Taurus sun we will start to notice deeper hidden desires trying to surface that might feel uncomfortable. People don't enjoy the moon in Scorpio, it's far too scary of a place for such sensitive energy. People born with this placement eventually may find peace with the deep-end of life but it's all too easy to repress feelings that are extremely deep and powerful, can easily crush a soul if given the opportunity; hence, why most Scorpio moon's would rather stuff it down even deeper than actually feel it. The universe is suggesting that the area of life you have Scorpio in your chart is most likely out of balance right now and needs more attention. Scorpio in our chart is where we are very private, even secretive and face a lot of drama and emotional energy. But is also a place of passion and determination. It's symbolic of the underworld - everything below the surface related to feelings. The opposite polarity is Taurus - the physical surface where the sun is currently putting a lot of attention - material concerns that provide us the physical safety and security we need along with what we need in order to experience physical pleasure in life. There is a strong universal will to build resources right now. This Taurus season the sun has reinforcements as Mars transits Taurus as well giving people a lot of will and determination to focus energy on materialism so to feel all safe and secure in the real world. There is a lot of momentum pushing forward in your house of Taurus. Once the energy of Taurus is set in motion, it's very difficult to stop. Slow but steady strength; stays the course. Fears will be strong, not knowing if you have the courage to actually see it all through. Also fears of what you will find once you do.
As the moon starts to oppose all this Taurus energy which corresponds to others in your life creating opposition and maybe some drama, we will begin to understand what holds us back from true abundance. However, others are just reflecting the personal opposition within. The more you face and accept your own deeper hidden needs and desires and also your shadow fears the less it will manifest as others in your life opposing you and creating difficultly. If you spend a lot of time in Scorpio energy already facing deep emotional situations and thoughts, neglecting real life then maybe your Taurus side is out of balance? Are you making sure you have enough resources and all your physical needs met? Shelter, food, water, etc are the basics but most people need more than that. What keeps you stuck in lack? After all, being human is about experiencing the physical but it must be balanced with more significant deeper substance than just pure materialism for us to feel content. We need emotional and physical contact from others as well. Now the moon reflects consciousness expansion about what it is you REALLY desire the most, that perhaps money can't buy and perhaps you are fearful of obtaining. Or, what you discover about yourself might be too uncomfortable to face, maybe the dark side of desire and materialism. What exactly are you willing to do in order to get all your needs met? This full moon will help you understand all that better. Strong feelings, strong passions, desires and tensions can spill over this weekend if you put up too much resistance to what is trying to manifest. Let things manifest, face your fears.
Speaking of manifesting, this full moon has a background grand earth trine from sun, Pluto, to black moon Lilith all in the earth element which suggest that some powerful deep needs are going to be created from all this tension. That in-fact we will see physical manifestations from all that which has been taking place this last two weeks or so and some of that will be what has been repressed in the past. Some old walls and boundaries that have kept you safe might be crumbling. Most likely some changes will be manifesting in the actual structure and foundation of these material concerns and plans of yours. And yet, the Scorpio moon reflects even deeper needs that want to be considered. Scorpio always has a lot of Passion, needs sexual physical contact and deep emotional boding to feel secure. How much attention do you give to this side of life? This is an important part of the human physical experience as well. Merging with another gives even more manifesting energy and fulfills emotional needs for contact. Has your fire died out? What would it take to reignite that flame? Let your mind and heart delve deep into your personal mysteries and figure out what it will take to feel content on all levels of your life, not merely through materialism but also including emotional energy and merging with others too, so that they can be included in what wants to be materialized. If you find those needs unworthy and repress them you will most likely project them onto others and then wonder why others are acting crazy with you. Only honesty will do, Scorpio likes to get to the root of the matter and transform.
Over all this full moon has a lot to do with values and resources including money. All the attention has been on your own desires and needs but the other people you are in partnership with have needs too and so there is needing a balance between your needs and others; your values and that of others; your pleasure and what others need to feel pleasure and content too. Balancing out the resources between you and others should be one of the main objectives right now. There is a tremendous force (Jupiter t-square) trying to expand all of this for both sides but there is so much resistance to change that could stifle the situation s fears come up, keeping people trapped in what they already know well. On the other hand, those that open up to forces out side of their control and let what is trying to happen, happen then easy transformation can occur, albeit very slowly. This moon will help you face your fears about what will happen if you change the very foundation of your material and emotional life and also help you gain illumination about your shadow behavior and desires, along with fears that leave you emotionally unfilled. Are you one of those people that think you have no darkness or negative behavior, or sexual/emotional needs for contact? Think again; dark and light are but poles of the same thing with millions of degrees in between them, and all are within you and I. Face your shadow before it materializes and ends-up stinging you in the back. If you want something in your life, don't be passive about it, let it have its light so others know. Get down to the root of all issues and face the hidden aspects of yourself that sabatosh your true emotional and physical contentment. Be open to receiving. Try not to be so stubborn, that nothing changes and you end-up missing out on opportunity for new abundance. Don't try an fight your fears, focus on the opposite polarity of courage where fear ceases to be.
Good luck folks, and happy full moon weekend.
Rik
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